Nancy Brewer

Dirty Windshields

 My car needs a bath. I noticed on the on my way to work the other day how distracting the windshield is. The dead bugs and the bird poop aren’t blocking my line of sight; they are blocking my view.  When I’m driving, I can’t help but continually notice the

Pray for Me

  I was struggling and I knew it.  My emotions were all over the map, I was teetering on the precipice of depression as I huddled in my corner alone.  I longingly desired to say the simple words: pray for me.  I couldn’t.  My mind shouted lies at me: you

Mother’s Day: Yeah?

  Mother’s Day is fast approaching.  The local Wal-Mart has boxes filled with flowers.  Every type of store has a collection of cards.  Childcare providers are planning art activities with macaroni and yarn.  Fathers are beginning to panic because they aren’t sure what will make mom happiest.  Mother’s Day is

Freedom

I work at a retail store and the shelves are crowded with Fourth of July decorations.  Customers are stocking up on flags and stars and decorated little red trucks. I admit I’ve purchased my own little stash. There is no doubt we are longing to celebrate the idea of freedom. 

A Second Piece of Cake

  Confession: I ate a piece of cake.  It was delicious.  It made my mouth so happy; I ate a second piece of cake.  I wasn’t hungry.  I didn’t need the additional slice to give me sustenance or tie me over till my next meal.  I desired the taste, and

Autopilot

  I remember when we first moved to the small town of Ontario from Salt Lake City.  The kids and I arrived first because school was starting.  My Pastor husband didn’t start his new job for at least a month, so every weekend we would head back to SLC.  Tim

Learning to Live in the AND

  I haven’t been writing much lately.  I admit that life threw me some curveballs and I didn’t do well with catching them, hitting them or even sloppily juggling them.  I dropped balls left and right as I scrambled to emotionally handle what was.    In July, my mother-in-law began

Thanksgiving Really does Come First

It started on Halloween; now it’s Christmas music until January.  I don’t hate it. Growing up, the rule was no Christmas music until after Thanksgiving.  I’ve fudged that rule several times over my life for a day here and there.  Basically, I follow the rule that my father laid down

Motivating Truth

I kept telling myself I was doing something I loved to do. It just didn’t feel like it anymore.  I tried to psych myself up by reminding my mind and heart of all the positives I got to enjoy: I loved the opportunity to be creative, I loved who I

Patience over Power

I found myself in a conversation last week that made me feel uncomfortable.  The other person wasn’t attacking me or saying anything exceptionally crude; I felt an unsettling attitude behind the words being spoken.  I sensed defensiveness, some anger and a lot of “I want to be right.”  I didn’t

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